It hurts

Love hurts.
I say that because I know.
Love is... or was amazing.
It's an incredible feeling to know what he's going to say.
It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next.
It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again.
I wonder if it will ever truly, whole heartedly be filled again.
I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt any more...