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Thursday, September 24, 2009

I'll never tell

Just maybe
There's another part of me
Another girl
That lives deep inside of me
And maybe
Every once in awhile
She cuts loose
Does things that would blow the minds of some people
But if you ever mention her
Or anything she might have done tonight
To another person
I will completely deny knowing anything about her.

Saturday, September 19, 2009


I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

Friday, September 18, 2009


Human beings are compelled to adopt a belief system; some paradigm to provide meaning, purpose, and understanding to our lives. A quick survey of the world shows that pretty much any idea will do -- it need not reflect reality or truth, merely function to fascinate, distract, and compel. We are designed for belief, not for truth.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

This is our night

We've finally found our own world

This is our night

We don't have to worry about whether it's wrong or right

Because for once

This is our night

In a few hours reality will creep back into our lives

Attempt to suffocate what air we have left to breathe

But before that happens

I'm tellin' you now

This is our night

When the sun finally appears through the cracks of the curtains

Just close your eyes,

This is our night

And when a week has passed

And you're wishin' you were back there

Just remember

This is our night

Monday, September 14, 2009


You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul

A true friend

A true friend is a person who is there for you through think and thin

They don't judge you by the clothes you wear

The size of your house

They love you no matter what.

They are a shoulder to cry on

A partner to laugh with

They stand by you in your times of need

And listen when you are excited

They know every little about you

They stand up for you when others don't

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Following your heart

The tough thing about following you heart is...

People forget to mention...

Sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn't be

Places that are scary

That are exciting

And as dangerous as they are alluring

Sometimes your heart can't take you to places that lead to happy endings

Thats not even the difficult part...

The difficult part is...

When you follow your heart

You leave normal

You go into the unknown

And once you do you can never go back.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Just a feeling

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody?

You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy?

But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either?

There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand.

If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone.

People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was.

At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer.

You feel the way you do just because.

You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

Friday, September 11, 2009


If you can't solve it......

It isn't a problem

It's reality

And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand

The thing that takes the longest to realize

But once it hits you in the face you'll never forget it

It will always be there in your memories

Sometimes that is the best way to look at it

Thursday, September 10, 2009

The not knowing

I wanted a perfect ending.

Now I've learned the hard way that :

Some poems don't rhyme

Some stories don't have a clear



Or end

Life is about not knowing

Having to change

Taking the moment

And making the best of it

Without knowing what's to happen next.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Starting life

You start life with a clean slate.

Then you begin to make your mark.

You face decisions.

Make choices.

You keep moving forward.

But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been...

And wonder......

Who you really are???????????????

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Oh the memories

Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry?

And didn't you wish that you could go back into time when everything seemed so much simpler and carefree?

Those are songs that are the soundtrack of our lives...

The ones that bring back:

Childhood memories...

Best friends...

First love...

First heartbreak...

Oh the memories.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Only me

I'm only me

That is all I can be

No more

No less

Dont second guess

I love

I live

I laugh

I cry

I've wished sometimes that I could die

Some days I'm funny

Others I'm not

Sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop

You may not like me,

But that's okay because this is me

And this is how I'll stay

What we deserve

Life is for having fun.
Don't be stupid and waste it on someone who is gonna act like they hates you tomorrow.
Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you.
Don't give that person the rest of you tears or a month or a year of your life when they treat you badly and doesn't mind to make you cry.
Every person deserves someone who wants to brag about them.
Every person deserves someone who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

It hurts

Love hurts.
I say that because I know.
Love is... or was amazing.
It's an incredible feeling to know what he's going to say.
It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next.
It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again.
I wonder if it will ever truly, whole heartedly be filled again.
I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt any more...

Friday, September 4, 2009


Love is like the truth, sometimes it prevails, sometimes it hurts.